Wednesday, June 20, 2007

strike 3

I just have a random question -

Does minister mentor Lee Kuan Yew or senior minister Goh Chok Tong have a religion?

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Menstration

Exams screw me up.

Exam periods are like my menses period. Not menses menses as in cramps and moody and pains and suicidal, but more like - exams affect me only once in a while, and only when it's exam periods.

I get insecure - I regret / wonder / cannot figure out why the hell I decided to pursue my degree. This decision had been bugging me for the longest of time - years on end in fact. Maybe after I figure out why, I can try to ask myself why I'm choosing "practical" subjects like economics instead of fun and interesting and more applicable subjects like philsophy or history. I always thought I always liked economics. I also always thought I always disliked history (I never took history for O-Levels in Sec 3 and 4)

Someone please convince me that I will be more "marketable" when the time comes for me to look for my second job after I retire IF I were to complete a major in economics.
Please.....

Monday, June 18, 2007

Get over it.

I find my thoughts wondering off the most when I'm having my exams - I must be in denial.

Perhaps every now and then, someone will have to tell him/her self to get over it. Decide to get over it. But there are a myriad of things that people don't get over - then how?

Perhaps we don't have to get over them things. Mayhaps all we have to do is to remember them; for the good and the bad.
Remember the lessons learnt by reminding your good self about the pain and suffering you experienced so that you won't commit a mistake like that ever again - you try.
Remember also the joys during better times so that when you inadvertantly indulge yourself again in future, you comfort yourself that at least it was good while it lasted - only for a while.

Just don't dwell on it.
Get over it.